Long time no blog.....

Yes.. I know its been awhile. Can't really say why. It just has been difficult to write about lately.
The homefront is fine. The weather has been beautiful and its finally getting hot. Jeff has been moving around over there a little more and he makes another move soon. Our communication will most likely change, for the worse. I think we have been almost spoiled so far. We talk almost every day in some form or fashion...whether its text messaging, email, or phone calls. We have hit a few bumps in the road to say the least, but I honestly don't want to go into them in this forum. I really don't know how to process it myself, so I wouldn't do a good job here. I feel sad, mad, angry, lonely, all those things...but mostly numb. I guess its a defense mechanism.
I really wish I had some enlightening things to say. I have done a great deal of soul searching lately. I don't even know what that means. I guess just trying to get back to things that I know makes me who I am. I am just trying to kill time...Ha! Time, your worst enemy or best friend. Right now I am undecided.